You probably don’t, but that doesn’t matter. I didn’t go to school today, and just went and worked in the office instead. I was going through checks and realized I am really bored with life and that I’ve always been bored with life. If not bored, angry. If not angry, bored. You get the idea. I thought about the theory that when you die, there’s several seconds when your entire life is replayed. If you think about it, its sort of like a dream, and in a dream, a few moments can feel like a lifetime. What if we’re currently that ‘repeat’? I got all sad thinking that if my life is on replay, am I pleased with what I’ve done throughout my years? Or is that just it? Am I just another person to consume and die? I think that’s a subconscious battle in everyone’s mind. Then I realized that exact theory is impossible and that I’m still stupid.


